the bleak future

today was the worst day of my life.period.
& it didnt end on a gd note either, you know it
but you avoided it.

from 30 days to 10, and i wonder how much more it'll be cut
tell me honestly, im gonna enjoy my hols
this is where I take back all I've said
I wish you'd never go
I don want you to go
call me selfish
but I just wish to have more time

more time than the miserable past 10 weeks we had
so pathetic even friends talk more

there were sparks, sure there were
but they were extinguished the moment they surface


so tell me honestly,
what are we going to do

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m.c.h.i.a.| 12:24 AM |