Not bad blogger giving me some prob. But nvm as long I can churn this out, it doesnt really matter what stupid layout im typing in.Had napfa 2.4 ytd. Honestly, after the run, I really feel like breaking down. It just felt like all the fitness just left me and I've became a hopeless physical condition not even capable of beating my last year's 2.4 timing. Honestly, even if I do so luckily and fortunately get fittest boy, I truly don deserve it. A 8.52 at sec 3 and I still call myself a cross country runner. Its not abt the rest who didnt do as well as me, it is abt responsibility to myself. Looking back at the past week, I just realised that I haven been doing the easy runs I was supposed to do, I haven been eating as consciously as I would, and I've been having a hell lot of other commitments. Im not doing cross country justice, so I shall train harder for NATS! In the words of *Capt Teo* " its not abt screwing your 2.4 up, I am sad too for you, but I'd rather you strive for 800 glory because whats done cannot be undone."Then came debates. I just have 1 thing to say. I am improving in style but stagnant in content :(. Nvm shall not write further in case blogger play me out again.Ah wells, then here comes SS test today. haha, for the first time in my life, I manage to write a 3.5 sided essay. Not that it was with content though, alot of it was bullshit which " could be summarise in a paragraph" as put by Douglas. Just hope all the BS can help me score well for the test. Then comes debates, I really didnt expect myself to speak today. But seeing that one of the swing team didnt come, I decided to debate.

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m.c.h.i.a.| 11:26 PM |